~Speechless~

I can't belive what you said to me Last night when we were alone
You threw your hands up   Baby you gave up, you gave up
I can't believe how you looked at me With your James Dean glossy eyes
In your tight jeans with your long hair And your cigarette stained lies
Could we fix you if you broke?  And is your punch line just a joke?
I'll never talk again  Oh boy you've left me speechless
You've left me speechless, so speechless
And I'll never love again,  Oh boy you've left me speechless
You've left me speechless, so speechless
I can't believe how you slurred at me  With your half wired broken jaw
You popped my heart seams  On my bubble dreams, bubble dreams
I can't believe how you looked at me  With your Johnnie Walker eyes
He's gonna get you and after he's through  There's gonna be no love left to rye
And I know that it's complicated  But I'm a loser in love
So baby raise a glass to mend All the broken hearts
Of all my wrecked up friends
I'll never talk again  Oh boy you've left me speechless
You've left me speechless so speechless
I'll never love again,  Oh friend you've left me speechless
You've left me speechless, so speechless
Hooow? Haaaa-oooo-wow? H-ooow?Wow  Haaaa-oooo-wow? H-ooow?Wow
And after all the drinks and bars that we've been to
Would you give it all up? Could I give it all up for you?
And after all the boys and girls that we've been through
Would you give it all up? Could you give it all up?
If I promise to you boy  That I'll never talk again
And I'll never love again never write a song  Won't even sing along
I'll never love again So speechless
You left me speechless, so speechless   Why you so speechless, so speechless?
Will you ever talk again? Oh boy, why you so speechless?
You've left me speechless so speechless
Some men may follow me  But you choose "death and company"
Why you so speechless? Oh oh oh

>> Fall in love with this song recently , Ladygaga rocks!!!! :) :) :)

‡ Rain ‡

Almost rain everyday recently =( I couldn’t go anyway because there are cold and wet outside.Actually I didn’t plan any program lately and just stayed at home.*Super bored* I calculated that i haven’t packed any foods from outside for a long time.I prepare my meal by myself practically.Hmm,more healtly isn’t it?! Well,i did some revision last week and done some assignment.We will have a discussion in the class on Wednesday.Must be hardworking now,the cambright exam fall in November.Dead soon T.T

I will have a date this Saturday.Haha~ ;) Stayed at home for a long period and it’s time to go out and have fun.I haven’t planned any events yet but possibility we will watch a movie and have a dinner together~The rest of the time; will stay at home…*Not again?!* +_+ Alright,I will boil green mung bean soup in case really stay at home.Besides,someone will buy me my favourite – durian puff.*Wahaha* Love it!love it!! Wa!!! Have been crazy~~Sorry! ><

Oh my~ I found the song <The Way I Are> from timbaland~~In fact I heard this song nearly 1 year ago but i didn’t know the name of the song.Arg~~ I tried to search in the internet but still didn’t get it~~I heard it again in fly fm coincidental and got the name at last.Huh!~~Enjoy the song well :D

I’m watching a Korean drama <Princess Hours> romanized as Goong most of the time in the office. Goong is a story about young love in the face of tradition, politics, and intrigue. In imaginary world, modern-day Korea is a constitutional monarchy and the Royal Family lives in a grand Palace, the Goong.I like the girl named ‘Yoon Eun-Hye’ who roles as a Crown Princess.She is lovely and funny as an ordinary girl.Cute her :>

Last,we’re planning to have a baby end of year.Hopefully it won’t be delay anymore.Please understand Daddy and Mummy are working hard for you~We want to make sure we’re afford to maintain your expenses in the future.We are so sorry that you have to live with grandfather while we’re working out of town.We believe he will take care good of you.Be a good boy and we love you ^^

Mi-Re-Do

Yesterday was moon cake festival.Since I stepped up to work,i’ve never gone home to celebrate any special festival with my lovely family for few years long.Time passes quickly.Those festivals don’t bring any meaning for me without family beside,thought.

However,I started my level 4 last night.Our test books haven’t ready yet since tutor was busy lately.We did some listening and dictation (the parts i’m quite weak) in the class for the preparation before we start level 4.After that, we sang the nursery song together while erica’s daughter was there.Erica’s daughter-Miss meteor cut her finger accidentally.She seems pity and cried in front of me +_+ Poor kid~~We had fun for the nursery song and i have never experienced like this before.

Tutor passed us a home-made moon cakes before dismissing.The moon cake was made by her friend and it’s tasted good.Thank you Phyllis~~you’re really warmed me up.You made me felt that i wasn’t alone in this Mid-Autumn festival.Much love you ^o^

Do-Re-Mi lyric

Doe - a deer a female deer
Ray - a drop of golden sun
Me - a name I call myself
Far - a long long way to run
Sew- a needle pulling thread
La - a note to follow ‘so’
Tea - a drink with jam and bread
That will bring us back to Do do do do

Do re mi fa so la ti do, so, do!

Haha!! =D

。°Sick of ...° 。

Yes yes~I know i have to put more effort into my work but I really can’t.I’m bored with my job recently and no more patient for it.I face a trouble and short of main power in the office but boss still doesn’t want to look for any vacancy yet.Barely~I really want to ask him go hell.*speechless* Huh~! I need a long holidays or trips to easy up myself,thought.Otherwise,I will be mad soon,probably T_T~~

Besides,I heard few means sentences in Eclipse movie previosly and wish to share it here with your.The sentences were full with meaning and quite inspired me.Like it pretty much^^

Here there are:

# This isn’t the time to make harder fast decision,
this is the time to make mistake.

Get the wrong train and stuck somewhere,
fall in love,and a lot.

Change your mind and change it again...
because nothing is permanent,

So make it many mistake you can,

That when someday,
when they ask us what we want to be,

We won’t have to guess,we’ll know ... #

# I’ve never felt normal because I’m not normal,
I wanna be...;

I rather face dead and lost and pain in your world and I was never felt stronger.

I want more real;I want myself;

because it’s my world too,it’s where I belong... #

이윤세

I stay at home very often recently.I hate to admit that there are nothing interest me outside~~ :( I wish to watch a movie again but there are many horror movies prevalent now and I’m type of person who coward.That’s why I have to stay at home and re-reading those fictions i left behind.

Lately,i was fascinated to an author who called 이윤세 (可爱淘)in korea.(In fact,she is pretty)and i’ve owned few novels written by her.I remember i was cried while i was reading formerly because her’s article was fun,touched and inspired me.It’s remarkable because her frame was trendy and suitable for those youngster and teenager like me =D *haha* You can find it from popular book store and not cost you more than RM40/book,guess so :>

P/s : the covers are different with mine.There are baby blue covers for mine with former title named <我的Do Re Mi男孩>  =D



Introduction:

天啦！怎么是他？？那个我戴着“恐龙头”向他泼可乐的大帅哥！！我躲！我躲！不要被他认出来了啊！！啊…！他叫隐葵？是我的邻居？？每天从窗外飘来的歌声，是他在浅吟低唱？？
凭什么要我帮他背吉他，我可是天才柔道少女云净媛！！可隐葵的歌声真的很棒很棒呢，哆、来、咪……嘿嘿，经常有让我冲过去拥抱他、在他怀里一阵狂蹭的冲动！！
西苑竟然是隐葵的朋友？？我云净媛在隐葵心中，能占据比西苑更重要的位置吗？？西苑为什么还在恨我？？为什么不让我和隐葵在一起？？呜呜呜……我不要离开隐葵……



# Holidays #

Holidays passed…but I’m still in holiday mood.I’m lazy to work :[ Arg~~Well,I enjoyed my holidays very well and spent a sweet moment with my friend-Jacob.Actually we didn’t go anywhere during the holidays,almost stayed at home for whole day long.I tried to boil some soup to him,there were red beans soup and lotus root soup.It’s time to show off after few practical previously.*haha* The red beans soup quite successful unfortunately the lotus root soup was fail.I bought the wrong groundnuts,thought.Tasted wasn’t good for me but Jacob like it very much,he is weird :( I don’t want to boil it again because the lotus root soup was really spent time and physical strength.I gotta next aim again,i would like to cook chicken wing with bbq pork filling next time.The recipe seems kinda easy and hopefully will be successful.

I went to KL dyed my hair few days ago.I have dyed it in dark-brown and I like it very much.*wink* The colour seems be close to black and nature.I like the recent look more. It’s made me more elegant and appealing.Besides,I did some hair cut and free treatment.*happy* In addition,i found up a special bun sell in sungei wang.I have forgotten the restaurant’s name but the ingredients in the bun was filling with oats and rendang curry…The rendang buns was fluffy and softy,it’s super delicious.*yummy*I will try to search the restaurant’s name and share it here next time.

Tutor called me on Saturday night,she asked us speeded up our dinner on Sunday evening because she won’t be free next week. Our celebration was held at the Fatty Chong Restaurant in Taman Sri Sentosa, Old Klang at 6:30pm.We ordered rice,vegetable soup,steam fish,bean curd with oats and the king in seafood feast – Salt-Baked Crabs~~ *My favourite* We spent 2hours to finish it and chatted awhile before we went back.The dinner only costed us RM30+/person,in fact we were 5person there.It’s really cheap and valueable.I’m very satisfied.When will we gathering again? started looking forward to :)~~
Moreover,thank you Erica drove me home by her mercedes benz sport car :> take care of your car and don't meet any scar injuries again,your hubby won't be happy :p

❤ This girl ❤

Here is the lyrics to this girl by Laza Morgan.My favourite song recently :) :) Laza Morgan (born Otiyah Morgan in Springfield, Massachusetts) is an American urban singer signed to Atlantic Records' Elektra label.His debut single "This Girl" is featured on the soundtrack of 2010 Disney film Step Up 3D.

There's this girl, the one and only wonder of this world (my world)
And it don't matter if the road gets rough (yeah) if me rich or poor (yeah)
She stay down with me if me go to war (my girl)

Love you cuz you are, every single star
In the constellation, that's enlightening my heart
Special gift from Jah, wherever you are
Girl you got more presence than a hundred santa clauses,
And I know (I know) we'll stand together when the world falls down
And I know (I know) that our forever's gonna start right now, yeah

There's this girl, the one and only wonder of this world (my world)
And it don't matter if the road gets rough (yeah) if me rich or poor (yeah)
She stay down with me if me go to war (my girl)
There's this girl, the one and only wonder of this world (my world)
And it don't matter if the road gets rough (yeah) if me rich or poor (yeah)
She stay down with me till we in the floor (my girl)

These are hardest times, love's so hard to find
Blessed is the man who has a woman at his side
This for you I write, never do me wrong
If you're ever missing me just listen to this song
And you know (you know) we lay together when the sun goes down
And I know (I know) still be together when it comes back 'round (back round, Yeah)

There's this girl, the one and only wonder of this world (my world)
And it don't matter if the road gets rough (yeah) if me rich or poor (yeah)
She stay down with me if me go to war (my girl)
There's this girl, the one and only wonder of this world (my world)
And it don't matter if the road gets rough (yeah) if me rich or poor (yeah)
She stay down with me till we in the floor (my girl)

I said she stay down with me if me go to war
I said she stay down with me till we in the floor
Girl give me everything I need
She's there every time I call upon her, ya know?
My Girl, it's Laza...

Attached a photo of the main characters Luke (left) catched a video of Natalie (right)while she was dancing in the vault. Sweet :>

I’ve gotten! I got my result last night and it’s bad.I only got 74% as an achievement in certificate.Phew,heart broken:( I was quite upset because I couldn’t scored in high marks as I wanted.However, past is past,I must put more effort on it and keep it up next time.My next exam will be Cambright KET in the end of year.We discussed the paper last night and tutor explained the parts we made mistake.After much discussion,I was realized it’s quite easy if we know the skills.

Tutor approved us off on friday and continue our level 4 next week.I was quite excited for the level 4 because we’ll learn more new things in details and idioms.Another celebration,we will be having a dinner at Fatty Crab tentatively on Sun(19/9) at 6pm.Should be scrumptious and mouth-watering~~I miss you :) crabs and prawns.I’ve calculated that I really spent too much this month.It’s time to thrift.I have to save more money for my next target : Toshiba L645-1052x Much love~~ Try hard; try hard :>

↗Past↗

Nothing…Just want to vent some feelings…

Something used to live into my heart...
Quite deeply, sweetly and holy…

And difficult to forget fairly…
All are lovely and happily…

Be acquainted with you when we're in school…
I knew you tried to go after me…
I kept waiting for your action…
But you didn’t…You didn’t closed with me…

You chose to be my friend,just friends…
Maybe we'e too young and shy or merely…

We didn’t know what about love...
We didn’t appreciate the opportunity we had…

Maybe I was in complicated at the time…
Or maybe you weren’t serious to me…

But Time changed everything…
We worked together…laughed together… and joked together…
But still not in that relationship…
Do you know…
I was still waiting for your action…
But you didn’t… Still didn’t…
I kept waiting for a long time and decided to let it go finally…

I told myself…
I can’t wait for you too long…
If you’re serious; No matter what I was be…
You will just take action and court me…
You won’t give up so easily…
But you didn’t…
I had cue you,I guess…
Maybe not enough hint unconsciously…


Whatever,I left after…
I asked you waiting for me…
But after I’ve gone, I’ve be informed you’re in relationship…
I was am sad..even now…
We kept in touch after few months..
I tried to ask about your relationship…
But you didn’t want to share more…I knew it…
You're flirty and asked me be your lover…
Just Lover ; isn’t girlfriend…
I have to declined it… I kept away from you after…
Because I don’t want to contaminate our relationship…
I wish to keep it pure and honest…


This morning…  I heard something between you and her…
It’s sweet and I hope you will keep longer with her...
She will take care of you nicely and carefully…
Something I couldn’t done on you…


Now…  I really want to let it pass and just be your friend…
What I’m waiting for is your good news…
Hopefully I will be invited when you get marry…
Don’t be anxious about me…
I will always beside you… as your friend ..
I Love you … but as a friend too…
Blessing you… :)

Masks ◆

I have been used this babies for few times and i was pretty surprised with the fast results and just want to share it here for those girls who like to use masks a little bit comment.

Za New York True White Essence Mask is a medicated whitening mask for “fast, targeted whitening" action, especially for those cities girls always in busy. I bought it from wellness,actually you can find it so easy in anywhere like Watson,Pharmacist,Wellness,Jusco,Parkson or else… There are 5sheets a box. It delivers rich whitening ingredients into the skin for dewy and radiant glow.For your safety; it’s Dermatologist-tested and Non-clogging to pores.After using,it was fresh and nourishing.


The Benefits:
o Super Highly Stable Vitamin C Helps diminish the appearance of dark spots and acne scars in even the fairest skin
o Maintains skin's natural turnover for clearer and more luminous skin
o Soothes skin and prevents signs of blemishing

o Essence-infused mask penetrates deeply, quickly hydrating fatigued skin

Direction of Use:

* Position mask around the eyes and mouth. Adjust the slits to customize the fit of mask over face. For additional moisture, fold eye pads down over eyelids.

* Leave it on for 5-10 minutes. Remove mask and gently massage remaining essence thoroughly into skin.

★Moose★

I fall in love with the character Moose (Adam G. Sevani) recently. He was so cute and amazing.Honestly,I didn’t really like him when I saw the trailer in cinema.Okay,he isn’t handsome and looks exactly like a young boy (In fact,he is).I did some homework pertaining to him and he's only 18 years old.

Adam G. Sevani (born June 29, 1992) is an American actor and dancer, known for playing Robert "Moose" Alexander III in the films Step Up 2: The Streets and Step Up 3D.I wasn’t realized what appealing he has but after watching step up 3 , it’s absolutely changed my thought.He is talented in dance and 100% cuter than justin bieber (don't blame me if you're bieber's fan :p).He's cute with his curvy hair :> Oh my~~ I love the part when he battled in second round side by side water.It’s made him seems more sparkish and cool!!! Wow~~

I have watched this movie twice and it’s really worth to watch,listen and download. I like the tracks on this movie too, such a great selection :) Hope you enjoy it as much as i do ~~

¢ Celebrity ¢

Off 2days.Came back to work today. I gotta bad news here :( I knew my result for test 1 last week.Badly, or i should say it’s worst than I can say.I only got 66 per 80marks.Freaky upset and down. The other test 2 already finished,even tutor hasn’t let us known the result yet,but i guess i won’t score in high marks too because tutor said ours pair (me + Mun keong) quite weak compare with the others.*Cry* So Damn! Anyways, i can’t change the reality;Never ever give up,learn from the mistake,said tutor.We will be informed the real result next Wednesday.So enjoy the rest of the time before getting result,no more fun after.*Hell*



We had a great dinner at Tony Roma’s last Friday.We celebrated the exam has passed and cheer up together.I don’t eat beef,so i ordered a grilled pacific cod with topping Garlic Scampi Butter as my meal while they were ordering beef steaks.But if you’re adore in beef,please try it at Tony Roma’s next time because the comment is good.We chatted and laughed during the dinner and it’s a happy moment we did.We finished approximately 10pm and tutor drove me home after.Such a great night :) :)


I didn’t go anywhere on Saturday because I wasn’t feeling well and felt weak.Almost stayed at home for whole day long.It’s squandered my holiday,Arg~~Crap!Well,there are 2 public holidays coming soon,i am planning to hair dyed.I prefer dark brown and it’s seems more nature and healthy for me.


In the end,my colleague Evelyn has bought me “Sagu”.Hohoho~red beans soup this weekend.Yeah~~ :D

○ Manila ○

I watched a video in Facebook and I was sad.It’s the case for Manila hijack HongKong tourists.I tried to find out more information after that,searched in the internet and Youtube but it’s made me more angry and upset ='(

The incident started when a dismissed policeman armed with an M16 rifle seized the busload of Hong Kong tourists to demand his reinstatement in the force. 8 chinese people were killed in the Phil and 7 others were injured. I must say I’m glad it isn’t happen on me or my family and friends.I was repeating and repeating watched the videos and felt very surprised that at one point, when the sniper release the elderly, he was in full front view at the door, even when the elderly had walk quite a distance, he was still standing there with the doors open! A very good opportunity to capture/ shoot him!

Who is more important, the life of the sniper or the safety of the tourists! When the elderly was led out, the people on board the bus were still very much alive, if they had not missed that chance, this tragedy could have been avoided. What a tragic moment to see your love one being gunned down in front of you, and not being able to moan and cry openly and seek help for fear of that sniper too!!!

However,the tragedy has happened and rest it peace for those who died,you will sleep for good and live in the heaven :( God Bless... ...

Examination ‰

Well,The exam has passed.Only 4person sat for an exam including me.But it’s only passed for test1,we still have the other part : test2 on Friday.Oh gosh,the paper was damn difficult and confused.I was in confident before that but after viewing the paper I was totally no answer to write it down.All the crap messy in my mind.The subjective given were similar and really hard to choose from it.The paper test spent us almost 2hours and we couldn’t finished our listening and oral test in time.My coursemates Casey and Mun Keong done the paper tests earlier than me and Erica.I am the last who submitted the paper because I was repeating in checked.There are 80marks for the test 1 and I was quite pessimistic and doubt it whether I can get in high marks… :(


For test 2 will be listening and oral tests,we have been informed in pairs of oral test.We haven’t faced it before and quite fascinated.Past is past.Tutor said we will know the result on Friday and don’t waste time to worry more.In fact we have a celebrity dinner on Friday but since we haven’t finished our exam yet so we decided make the exam early at 7pm and have a dinner at 9pm.I have paid the KET exam fees and I may sit for it in November.Started worry about it again…Panic~~Study hard now and we’ll start level 4 soon.

I’m trying to learn how to boil red beans soup but I couldn’t found some ingredients to prove it more scrumptious and i’m still searching in hypermarket for “Sagu”. I saw some “Sagu” in big sizes and different colour but it isn’t my favourite.I want it in tiny sizes and white.I’ve asked my colleague take a look for me if she goes to market again.Perhaps you will wonder i’ll blog more about cooking in the future and I was realized that i actually slowly fall in love in cook too :)

McD ™

Yesterday was a holiday.Most of the time just stayed at home and nothing to do.After waking up,I went to McD had my hearty breakfast,Hmm…should be my lunch because I went there around 12o’clock~~ * Over sleep* Actually I haven’t had it for a long time and I was damn miss McDeluxe so much! I’m lovin’ it!! I knew it isn’t good for health but who’s care.Just want to enjoy in life~~

There were many people in McD while I arrived.Quite crowded and luckily found a place to sit.I sat alone and coincidence,I saw an old man sat infront of me.She looks like 70+ with her young family.I wasn’t agreed why her family brought her had meal in McD.Don’t they know the fastfoods aren’t good in health and why they still did it.The foods are oily and the soft drink is cold.I saw the grand shook her head to reject those foods and doesn’t want to eat more because it wasn’t her favourite and was totally not suit for her.Maybe the youngsters like it so much but we shall take care of the old man.It’s touched me because I remember my grandmom at that moment.*sadness*

All right,forget about my rubbish as above.I boiled soup again and it’s more successful than last time.I asked my housemate shared together even I just boiled a little.Haha *show off* I will be sitting for an exam tonight and i didn’t do revision well.So,I may need more luck tonight to get a high marks. *Hopeful*


Started new month,will be a new belief,new target,new clothes,new movies,new favourite and etc……This saturday will be my off day,I may go to cinema again.I should choose some comedy movies to watch.I need more laugh to keep happy.