↗Past↗

Nothing…Just want to vent some feelings…

Something used to live into my heart...
Quite deeply, sweetly and holy…

And difficult to forget fairly…
All are lovely and happily…

Be acquainted with you when we're in school…
I knew you tried to go after me…
I kept waiting for your action…
But you didn’t…You didn’t closed with me…

You chose to be my friend,just friends…
Maybe we'e too young and shy or merely…

We didn’t know what about love...
We didn’t appreciate the opportunity we had…

Maybe I was in complicated at the time…
Or maybe you weren’t serious to me…

But Time changed everything…
We worked together…laughed together… and joked together…
But still not in that relationship…
Do you know…
I was still waiting for your action…
But you didn’t… Still didn’t…
I kept waiting for a long time and decided to let it go finally…

I told myself…
I can’t wait for you too long…
If you’re serious; No matter what I was be…
You will just take action and court me…
You won’t give up so easily…
But you didn’t…
I had cue you,I guess…
Maybe not enough hint unconsciously…


Whatever,I left after…
I asked you waiting for me…
But after I’ve gone, I’ve be informed you’re in relationship…
I was am sad..even now…
We kept in touch after few months..
I tried to ask about your relationship…
But you didn’t want to share more…I knew it…
You're flirty and asked me be your lover…
Just Lover ; isn’t girlfriend…
I have to declined it… I kept away from you after…
Because I don’t want to contaminate our relationship…
I wish to keep it pure and honest…


This morning…  I heard something between you and her…
It’s sweet and I hope you will keep longer with her...
She will take care of you nicely and carefully…
Something I couldn’t done on you…


Now…  I really want to let it pass and just be your friend…
What I’m waiting for is your good news…
Hopefully I will be invited when you get marry…
Don’t be anxious about me…
I will always beside you… as your friend ..
I Love you … but as a friend too…
Blessing you… :)